agonize
verb
(UKusuallyagonise)uk/ˈæɡ.ə.naɪz/us/ˈæɡ.ə.naɪz/tospenda lot oftimetryingto make adecision:
He agonized for severaldaysbeforeagreeingtomoveto Oklahoma.
to think carefully about something
- considerDon't make any decisions before you've considered the matter.
- contemplateHe lay in a hospital bed contemplating his future.
- ponderShe sat back for a minute to ponder her next move in the game.
- mull overI need a few days to mull things over before I decide.
- reflectI spent a lot of time reflecting on what he'd said.
- agonizeShe agonized for days before agreeing to take the job.
Phrasal verb
agonize over/aboutsomething